This photo shows old work, landscape in the pool room, did touch ups on this some time ago.
I really miss drawing and mainly seeing things in that artsy way, when everything magically turns into a painting. Now I am, sort of, afraid to loose control and gripping to constantly changing reality, bumping into new people and situations, demanding solutions, feeling more and more tired and detached.
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I do so hate to hear you sounding so overwhelmed, Nikira. Can you see a doc? The pool room is beautiful!
Thank you, CrimsonLeaves. I don't believe in doctors, except when a wound need to be taken care of or blood checked.
I think, when I will move finally into my new place and I won't depend on people so much, I will have table and bed and peace, I'll go to Manhattan and buy few big watercolor papers and find time to go and draw outside, and listen to music. And I will be able to see world again. :-)
Beautiful and refreshing. Keep posting.
Thank you very much, Fabian, for encouragement. :-)
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