Thursday, February 21, 2013

Old work and insomnia.

Battling with insomnia again and feeling under the weather.
This photo shows old work, landscape in the pool room, did touch ups on this some time ago.
Bottom part done on broken pieces of tiles, to make it more durable, where most touch ups occurred.
I really miss drawing and mainly seeing things in that artsy way, when everything magically turns into a painting. Now I am, sort of, afraid to loose control and gripping to constantly changing reality, bumping into new people and situations, demanding solutions, feeling more and more tired and detached.


CrimsonLeaves said...

I do so hate to hear you sounding so overwhelmed, Nikira. Can you see a doc? The pool room is beautiful!

Nikira said...

Thank you, CrimsonLeaves. I don't believe in doctors, except when a wound need to be taken care of or blood checked.
I think, when I will move finally into my new place and I won't depend on people so much, I will have table and bed and peace, I'll go to Manhattan and buy few big watercolor papers and find time to go and draw outside, and listen to music. And I will be able to see world again. :-)

Fabián Fucci said...

Beautiful and refreshing. Keep posting.

Nikira said...

Thank you very much, Fabian, for encouragement. :-)