Dangerous beauty

Another day...

Really unnerving day. First mixing color for glaze from completely misbehaving paint, which dried different color, so I had to surrender to it to play by Its rules. Then this letter... it is a mistake, but try to prove it.. waist your time... it reminds me Process by Kafka, so true. I am tired of it. All seems like little parody on pleasure to escape reality. G-d, please, help me...

Russian peasant